Gender

Ok, this is going to be a long one, you might want to go to the bathroom, get a drink, just get ready 'cuz I have a lot to get off my chest.

What has happened to this world when I feel weird, strange, slightly alienated because I'm 17 and a virgin? wtf is up with that?

And on that note, I feel awkward because I am the only one of my friends who hasn't had some sort of boy trouble, be it almost relationships, or relationships gone sour, what have you. I guess its because with my interests I have always been "one of the guys," between star wars and star trek and pretty much anything to do with weapons and history. But I have never been asked out, never even had any of those awkward "are we more than friends" moments. I know that really isn't anything to complain about, but when all the people you hang out with are constantly talking about guys and guy troubles, it gets annoying that you have nothing to add to the conversation.

And it's not like I'm not girly. I wear makeup, skirts, I worry about my hair. But it just seems like guys prefer something else. Now granted, with this also comes something good, I have a lot easier time talking with guys than most of my friends because they get all flirty and start worrying about weather they are impressing them or not, I don't buy that crap. It's just frustrating that the only time I almost got asked out was by a T.A. in my martial arts class who ran away like I was carrying the plague when he found out how old I was.

speaking of relationships, I'm tired of hearing about the homosexuality debate. IT'S NATURE PEOPLE! And don't give me the crap about homosexuality being found in other animals, I'm not talking about other animals, I'm talking about humans. The basic function of human life is to procreate and raise the next generation. Gay couples can not do that. Adoption is there, yes, and artificial insemination, but that is not the natural order( which is not to say that I am against such things entirely, it just shouldn't be an excuse for gays.) Plus, studies show proper emotional growth for a child requires two parents, male and female. Not to mention the fact that when you look at a gay couple one person will inevitable have a much more masculine attitude, while the other will be more feminine, it's just how these things work.

I am not dissing gay people. I am not going to make a cross sign and run away if you tell me you are gay. I'm just dissing the lifestyle, and the excuses people give for living it.

And, notice I did not mention religion once in there? I could get into a whole other argument about that, but I won't right now.



Oye, that felt good.
Peace out.