Randome tidbit

I was just looking through some tabloid the other day, and they were talking about looks, and they pointed to some guys I really don't find attractive. I think I've probably said it before, but I am way more into the stereotypical masculinity than what people are trying to push these days. Example time!

Masculine, beard, strong, hard jawline. Gorgeous.

Eh.

Don't get me wrong, Ian Sommerhalder is mighty attractive, He's just got slightly more feminine lines on his face. and no beard. te he.

On a side note, as can kind of be seen by my actor choice, I just started watching LOST. yesterday. And I'm on episode ten. It's officially and addiction.

That I will not be seeking help for.

controversial stuff

Ok, to be honest, I have mixed feelings about gay relationships. My religion says it's wrong, and I stand by it, but I don't think I will ever find myself arguing about it face to face with someone.

Abortion, though, I will argue abortion 'till the cows come home. I just had the misfortune of reading this article, and was almost physically sick, especially when I read the comments. One of the comments argued "It's whether YOU think it's a fetus or a baby that matters." How is human life a matter of opinion? How could anyone possibly rationalize that much?

I normally consider myself very good at civilized argumentation, but this just has me at a loss for words.

I am not a people person

I'm really not.

I work in the shelving department in a library, and three of my coworkers have moved up to circulation in as many months. My mom and friends keep asking why I don't go for a cerc position, because it's better pay. Well, for two reasons.

1.) I'm not even old enough yet. You have to be at least 18. Not to mention the fact that I don't know Spanish, which would hinder me.

2.) to quote a certain mr. Ebenezer Scrooge, " I hate people." being an actress, (and having to deal with it my whole life) I can fake my way through casual conversation when need be, but I hate doing it. If there was honestly a way for me to live without talking (except on certain occasions, like, whenever books and movies come into the conversation) I would love to take it.

In circulation, I would have to spend my whole flipping day talking to people. In shelving, I might go the whole day without talking to anyone! The biggest reason I love my job is because I can plug in headphones and just loose myself in the world of books, only having to occasionally stop a point someone to the bathrooms or offer a recommendation ( which I thoroughly enjoy doing. )

I'm pathetic.


~Peace out nerdyo